kEnApE????

ak xthu npe ngn dri ak..ap la slh ak??ya allah..npe ak dbri dgaan y mcm ney...smpai ble ya allah...ak xpnh bniat jht thdp owg ln...hnye engkau y mgthui ap y ad dlbuk aty ak ney...knpe ble owg ln ad msala ak sbk2 nk tlng..xpnh biarkn kwn2 ak sdh sdri,kcwa sdri..tp ble time ak bg2 mdh utk owg y pnh ak ad dsisi die ble die sdh snang2 nk mgjing ak pli2 ak glak kn ak??ak sdh sngt...ak xtau nk luah kt mane..ak slalu dpsnda sdangkn ak xpnh bt mcm 2 kt owg shga owg ln leh trse..ya allah ko brikn la ak kimanan utk jdi insan y sbr tmpuhi smua ney..kuatkn aty ak nk tmpuhi smua ney..da lme ak pndm smua ney tp ak xtau smpai ble ak blh bthn...prit n phtny dgaan y ko brikn pd ak...pd sape plu ak pcye???pd sape nk ak mgdu smua ney...npe nsib ak xsme spti nsib owg ln ya allah...ya allah ya tuhan ku..kau brikn ak kkuatan utk mnphi smua rnjau khdpan ini...trangi hati ak ya allah dgn chye kimnan mu...lndungila daku ya allah.....